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August 27, 2008 | Filed Under quick thoughts 

All these moods, feelings, and what not are not me.  Just like the weather is not the Earth, but merely a mode(?) of Earth.  I don’t really want to use mode there.  not subject, object.  Aspect maybe?  It flows through me.  It comes from somewhere else.  It really is like energy moving through me.  Like a wave through an ocean.  Except I can’t feel it moving through me, I just feel it in me, I just know it will soon be gone.

Who knows where it comes from?  I’m glad that it never stays.  I wonder where it comes from for people who are depressed all the time.  Is it really a chemical imbalance?  I think there are other ways to cure these things other than drugs.  It is energy and we know nothing of our life source.  There is more to life than our bodies and minds.  Curing the body or mind should not  take away from other parts of our lives.

Doctors give these people drugs.  I don’t think to really cure them, but it seems more to make these people less annoying to the others they have to be around.  I’m guessing there are families out there who would prefer a member of their family doped up rather than depressed.

I’ll take neither Alex.  I’ll take door C.  Let’s actually help these people and not push them aside.

Crap,

I don’t know how.  Sorry.

Swim fuckers Swim

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