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August 27, 2008 | Filed Under quick thoughts | 1 Comment
All these moods, feelings, and what not are not me. Just like the weather is not the Earth, but merely a mode(?) of Earth. I don’t really want to use mode there. not subject, object. Aspect maybe? It flows through me. It comes from somewhere else. It really is like energy moving through me. Like a wave through an ocean. Except I can’t feel it moving through me, I just feel it in me, I just know it will soon be gone.
Who knows where it comes from? I’m glad that it never stays. I wonder where it comes from for people who are depressed all the time. Is it really a chemical imbalance? I think there are other ways to cure these things other than drugs. It is energy and we know nothing of our life source. There is more to life than our bodies and minds. Curing the body or mind should not take away from other parts of our lives.
Doctors give these people drugs. I don’t think to really cure them, but it seems more to make these people less annoying to the others they have to be around. I’m guessing there are families out there who would prefer a member of their family doped up rather than depressed.
I’ll take neither Alex. I’ll take door C. Let’s actually help these people and not push them aside.
Crap,
I don’t know how. Sorry.
Swim fuckers Swim
o.k. sorry
August 13, 2008 | Filed Under quick thoughts | 1 Comment
I have had time to calm down now from my previous post. I read a post pop posted. It made me think that I am wrong to get that angry. It does me no good to get that angry because then I can not control anything. Well I guess I could control my fingers to write the post. I should not get so mad at my fellow human beings, I may need to rely on them one day. I shouldn’t be mad at that guy for almost hitting me with his car, I should be happy with myself for being able to foresee the possibility of being hit and to avoid it. I shouldn’t say that some souls do not have a right to occupy the physical realm as humans. I’m just frustrated along with the majority of the human race. We are all angry and looking to take it out on the other. We are all upset that we are in this world and sugjected to means we did not choose. We did not choose to have high oil prices, we did not choose to be addicted to anything that can help us escape the boring meaningless lives most of us lead. Actually we do choose it because we have trouble thinking of an alternative. First and formost, FUCK TV. There is nothing good on TV that we cannot supply ourselves in our towns. What do people watch on TV: shows, sports, news, movies. Could we not come together as a community, here in West Texas and supply entertainment for everyone. Do we not have enough technology to live without the rest of the Nation. We can grow our own food. We don’t need the Dallas Cowboys, La Lakers, NY Yakees. I know each town has enough decent atheletes for us to watch and enjoy. We don’t need to pay these Professional Athelets millions of dollars so they can be idiots. We can watch our neighbors play and create our own local organized sports. We have enough local music to entertain everybody and we have people willing to put on plays for us. We don’t need Brad Pitts and Angalinie Joline. And we sure as hell do not need these useless jobs we have.
This was really just a rant that I was feeling wrong about my previous post. I will get nothing in life with that much anger.
sorry.
science and religion
August 13, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, g'mornin' | Leave a Comment
I have a rant this morning. All dipshits and scumbags should be wiped off the face of the Earth. They shouldn’t even have the right to be human. Circumstances have worked out in their favor so they could be human. This is just a theory of course, I don’t plan to follow any of this through. But say reincarnation is true, that the hindu caste system is true. it’s my theory that all these people who can’t act human, were never meant to be human. It’s just that the human population is so big that a soul that was meant to be a dog got upgraded to human stature just due to the fact we have too many humans. SOOOOO,
Bring on the goddamn rapture. I’ll pay my part if it cleans up this Earth. We need to learn the Art of keeping this Earth properly populated. I mean don’t you hate it when you see someone who isn’t fit for a managerical position, hold that position. Same thing with today. All these Class-A yoyo’s out here occupying our space and breathing our air, do not deserve to be human, they should be dog’s. But once again due to the Bureaucracy of the Universe they get upgraded. It isn’t right.
Now I’ll admit there’s the possibility that I shouldn’t even be allowed to be human, writing a rant like this and all. But who gives a goddamn.
What’s worse than these souls getting to occupy the physical world in human form? What’s worse is that we give them goddamn driver licenses. We let them get into control of 1-2-3 ton vehicles. Hell, we vote them into Office. While we, those who are not idiots, must keep on our toes every day to stay clear of these morons.
This Armageddon that religion speaks of. I think it is science. I think that they (the ancients) knew something and they probably wrote it down very clearly what is to happen, but those who want to be in control (unjustifiable humans) have cleared it out of all texts. Not completely but enough to keep most people scared. The ancients who predicted the “end of the earth” probably never worded as “the end of the earth”. And it is no more of a prediction than us predicting a hurricane will hit north america in the summe. It’s probably along the same scale. Every so often cosmic years our solar system moves through a turbulent area of the galaxy. And it won’t be a moment too soon, because the Human Race needs to be tested to see if it is worthy enough of making the next evolutionary jump.
I have no clue where this is headed.
It started with my bike ride to work this morning. I was riding on the right side of the road. As a car passed me on the left I was meaning to take the immediate next left. I stuck out my arm to signal I was turning left and even got into the center of the road. But not that this friggin’ idiot noticed or cared. He was posed to turn left from the road I was turning on to and proceeded to turn even though I had properly signaled and was making my turn. I had to swerve back into my road to avoid getting hit and then he gives me the look, like I’m the asshole.
So, all of a sudden it dawned on me that he wasn’t an asshole, he just doesn’t deserve to be human. He should be a dog, or a pig, or a vegetable.
And so by almost getting hit this morning I realized reincarnation is true but that there are too many humans and not enough justified souls to fill them, so shit souls have to fill in the gap.