Letter I will not send to congress; aka disorganized rant

March 31, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | Leave a Comment 

I was writing representative Mike Krusee to ask why do we not have a mass transportation system in Texas. Why do we not step up to the likes of Japan and Germany? I had a good letter, at least I thought, I will post a little later in the letter. I was writing and then it hit me that I’m wasting my time. Do I really think that this representative is gonna respond or listen. I believe this chairman was all in favor of the toll road in Austin. This is his good idea for helping out Austin traffic. Let some corporation come on in and build a road. Fuck the middle man. They’ll take their tax right there. Even though the citizens have already paid for the road, let them pay again.

With a little information and a gut feeling I can deduce that this guy is a scumbag. He and most of the other politicians don’t give a fuck about the rest of the population. Maybe they care enough because they don’t want to do our jobs, but they don’t care enough to help improve the world we have to live in.

We the people do not have one say so in our country. fuck a country. All a country is is someones definition of why they are better than most of the other population of the land. Borders? Why? We have human rights.

Why do I have to live by someone else’s rules. I didn’t sign a constitution. Neither did any of the politicians that is why they do not uphold it. Sure I signed something some where that said I will uphold this bullshit. But I signed it because I was in my teens and not thinking and just wanted the other part of the bargain, a driver license. I was born under no help from a government. Why should I have to live and die to help this government do things I deem not worthy.

How do we the people keep letting these scumbags do what they want. They use big words that mean nothing to anybody but themselves and bureaucracy. “Oh my god, my hands are tied. I really can’t do anything else until these papers are signed. If I was to do this I could lose my job or face consequences.” Scared scared scared. All these people claim to be Christian too. I think if you are scared you are not Christian. You need to be able to walk through the Valley of Death and have no fear. These fuckers fear losing money. These fuckers fear losing face. They have nothing. Yet they keep us down. They keep us from helping each other out. There are the true evil ones who pull the strings of the politicians, who know exactly what they are doing. There is no love, no sympathy, no concern in their hearts. They know they are killing innocents and they sleep well. Somewhere in their lives their souls are taken from them and it makes them the way they are. I feel that this was a virus spread among us god knows how many years ago. A few grew dark and made it their concern to keep the hate going. They didn’t get to feel love and so no other shall. They made sure their kids felt the dark hate and made sure their kids enjoyed it so much that they would want to pass it on to their kids. I don’t even want to think of how they do this kind of hate passing. yeah, that’ s pretty much how I feel.

Now,

How to heal these poor souls. How can you get close enough to them to tell them that through out all the wrong they’ve done, We The People can find it in our hearts to truly forgive them. Give them the love their ancestors never got. That’s how to heal this world. Everyone says start at the bottom and work your way up. That all depends on where you think the bottom is. It’s not the bottom of the social status we’re trying to start at. We can’t feed everybody in Africa thinking we’re gonna change the world. Start at the bottom of the spiritual status. Those who have no souls. If we can love them, maybe they’ll stop hurting the world.

I’m gonna change topics and talk about Christianity. I actually fancy myself an Agnostic Christian. I think GOD is too great of a concept to put into words, so don’t even try. I think what a lot of Christians worship is a false idol. They really miss the point. They treat it like competition. They choose sides against other religions. That’s no the point. I think a lot of these people think Christ would revolt against a peaceful Muslim or a peaceful Buddhist or a peaceful Hindu. I don’t think Christ wanted a religion. He wanted peace, love, and reason. There is a religious belief built into all of us that lies underneath the surface, that most of choose to ignore. Religion is what is right and what is wrong. Everyone knows the difference. But too many use “religion” to make a wrong a right or a right a wrong. They use “religion” as their scapegoat, so they can sleep at night.

But I guess I really have no right to tell others what to do, think, or say. You all are on your own to fend for yourself. I can only help myself do better for myself. I can only ask for help from others for myself. No one can do anything for me. I must do by myself. I feel I have had a taste, a small tiny tiny tiny taste of what it is to be enlightened. I didn’t stay there long only a trillibillimillisecond( yeah you like that one don’t you), but it was nice. I have something to work towards. Some days I’m nowhere near the path. Other days I can actually see the mountain I have to climb and I realize I can.

o.k. I think my rant finally ran out of gas and direction.



bill hicks was wrong

March 28, 2008 | Filed Under Uncategorized | Leave a Comment 

Bill hick was wrong.

We’re not a a virus with shoes.

It’s our culture that is the virus.

We’re just the carriers.  Only if there was a vaccine that made people use  their senses instead of just blindly going through their day thinking their using their senses.

I hope it goes with a bang and not a whimper.



quick thought

March 13, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 1 Comment 

here’s a quick thought I haven’t written down yet.  It kills me when I hear people flush a toilet or urinal before using it.  Maybe it’s just that this is the closest they’ll ever come to royalty, and they want a taste.



it hurts, the thought that is.

March 13, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | Leave a Comment 

All down my streets, Texas flags waving and flopping.  Why?  We are not independent.  So we have a day that we remember that for 9 years 160 years ago we were are own country.  Again, Why?  Why are clinging to this?  It does nothing, we don’t even get a day off from work.  If we were are own country then I am sure March 2nd would mean a whole lot more to us than July 4th.  But we’re not.  March 2nd just makes us that much different from other States.

If it were up to me I would say Free West Texas.  I think it is possible for us to sustain  ourselves out here. Plenty of land.  We could drill for our water.  Who cares that we don’t make money, we can make food and clothes with what we have here.  It just blows my mind, all this government bullshit.  Politicians and the likes are the best sales people out there.  They can sell us them.  They can make the population believe that we need them, we can’t survive in this world without them.  Fuck that.  People need to realize that they (the politicians)  can’t survive without us.  We bring them their food.  We bring them their water.  We fight their wars.

So i guess my summary is that we shouldn’t celebrate something we don’t have.  Until we make up our own rules.

Just to end it all, I leave you with definitions from dictionary.com

in·de·pend·ent      [in-di-pen-duhnt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective

1. not influenced or controlled by others in matters of opinion, conduct, etc.; thinking or acting for oneself: an independent thinker.
2. not subject to another’s authority or jurisdiction; autonomous; free: an independent businessman.
3. not influenced by the thought or action of others: independent research.
4. not dependent; not depending or contingent upon something else for existence, operation, etc.
5. not relying on another or others for aid or support.
6. rejecting others’ aid or support; refusing to be under obligation to others.
7. possessing a competency: to be financially independent.
8. sufficient to support a person without his having to work: an independent income.