science and religion
August 13, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, g'mornin' | Leave a Comment
I have a rant this morning. All dipshits and scumbags should be wiped off the face of the Earth. They shouldn’t even have the right to be human. Circumstances have worked out in their favor so they could be human. This is just a theory of course, I don’t plan to follow any of this through. But say reincarnation is true, that the hindu caste system is true. it’s my theory that all these people who can’t act human, were never meant to be human. It’s just that the human population is so big that a soul that was meant to be a dog got upgraded to human stature just due to the fact we have too many humans. SOOOOO,
Bring on the goddamn rapture. I’ll pay my part if it cleans up this Earth. We need to learn the Art of keeping this Earth properly populated. I mean don’t you hate it when you see someone who isn’t fit for a managerical position, hold that position. Same thing with today. All these Class-A yoyo’s out here occupying our space and breathing our air, do not deserve to be human, they should be dog’s. But once again due to the Bureaucracy of the Universe they get upgraded. It isn’t right.
Now I’ll admit there’s the possibility that I shouldn’t even be allowed to be human, writing a rant like this and all. But who gives a goddamn.
What’s worse than these souls getting to occupy the physical world in human form? What’s worse is that we give them goddamn driver licenses. We let them get into control of 1-2-3 ton vehicles. Hell, we vote them into Office. While we, those who are not idiots, must keep on our toes every day to stay clear of these morons.
This Armageddon that religion speaks of. I think it is science. I think that they (the ancients) knew something and they probably wrote it down very clearly what is to happen, but those who want to be in control (unjustifiable humans) have cleared it out of all texts. Not completely but enough to keep most people scared. The ancients who predicted the “end of the earth” probably never worded as “the end of the earth”. And it is no more of a prediction than us predicting a hurricane will hit north america in the summe. It’s probably along the same scale. Every so often cosmic years our solar system moves through a turbulent area of the galaxy. And it won’t be a moment too soon, because the Human Race needs to be tested to see if it is worthy enough of making the next evolutionary jump.
I have no clue where this is headed.
It started with my bike ride to work this morning. I was riding on the right side of the road. As a car passed me on the left I was meaning to take the immediate next left. I stuck out my arm to signal I was turning left and even got into the center of the road. But not that this friggin’ idiot noticed or cared. He was posed to turn left from the road I was turning on to and proceeded to turn even though I had properly signaled and was making my turn. I had to swerve back into my road to avoid getting hit and then he gives me the look, like I’m the asshole.
So, all of a sudden it dawned on me that he wasn’t an asshole, he just doesn’t deserve to be human. He should be a dog, or a pig, or a vegetable.
And so by almost getting hit this morning I realized reincarnation is true but that there are too many humans and not enough justified souls to fill them, so shit souls have to fill in the gap.
The Sinclair Jungle
July 21, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, quick thoughts | 3 Comments
I just finished “The Jungle” by Upton Sinclair. I learned in history class and was told by others that it was a book that revolutionized the meat packing industry of America. I bought the uncensored version. When I started reading it, I was wondering what 5 chapters did they cut out. By the end it was very clear what chapters they cut out. I just researched what chapters to reinforce my beliefs. http://www.seesharppress.com/jungle.html
I think this book scared the commercial publishers. Originally written, it was not a book about the horrors of the meat packing industry. It was about the horrors of the elite in America. It was a book on the Class War that only the rich know about. It was a book on Socialism. And it was good. But the socialist publishers could not publish it due to lack of money. And eventually he had to give in and edit his book and make the cuts and cancellations they (the editors at Macmillan) wanted. They turned it into a book about the meatpacking industry and how dirty it was.
It looks like it was war inside the system. And this was one battle the Capitalists could never fully win and they had to give the people somebody. And that somebody was the meat packers. If they gave us them, then we would be pacified for a little bit longer. Would it even be possible to rewrite and updated version of The Jungle. The Jungle of today. The area in our lives that is killed or be killed. Sink, swim, or use other people as your life raft. Can someone write an uplifting tale of a character finally seeing through the bullshit and how all of our daily routines just show how we are prisoners. But we are even lower than prisoners because we PAY for our cells. But there is one thing that all the books that do talk about government keeping us down and behind lock, key, and camera have in common. The main character never wins. The main character only learns of the battle but is always put down. Arrested, commits suicide, or gets a bullet in the head after being brain washed that 2+2=5.
I think I’ll end there.
scared shadows
June 24, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 1 Comment
I’m sitting here drinking the smoothie All Is On made for me and it reminded me of when people had seen it they kinda freaked out. They freaked because it’s just in a jar. It’s not in some nice little package with the approved stamp of the king on it. They see purple chunks in a jar and instantly think something is bad with it. It’ just plain silly.
2008
June 23, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, quick thoughts | Leave a Comment
Fuck 2008. That’s all I want to say. It has seemed like the year of death. A lot of people I know have had people close to them die. I’ve never had a year like this. I’m ready for 2008 to be done with.
George Carlin -a fallen hero
June 23, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, Uncategorized, dreams, quick thoughts, quotes | Leave a Comment
You want to talk about fallen hero’s, well I got one for you. George Carlin. I’m pretty sure he never killed anyone in his life. Might not have rescued any burning babies from buildings. But a hero to me is someone who speaks the goddamn Shit, Piss, Fuck, Cunt, Cocksucking, Motherfucking, and Tits truth. I’ve always thought the best comedians are the best because they’re telling us the truth that hurts. It’s the truth that’s too much in your face that most times it would get you down but they have a way of putting that all the hurt comes out in laughter. Now, I know that wasn’t what he spoke of all the time, alot of times he spoke of normal day stuff that made you laugh like things you never see (example: you never see a man take a shit while running at full speed). But he was anti-authoritarian, which is how I define myself. And it’s not a choice for me either. It’s the only way. I have not, can not, and will not ever be told what to do without first agreeing with it for myself. You can’t be a fuckin’ robot your whole life, you can’t be a fuckin’ slave and all of us are slaves. We are not free. If we were free, don’t go to work tomorrow. Leave work right now. Yeah right. Cause it’s not a bull whip that will get you anymore it’s something else.
`Anti-Authoritarian’
“I’ve always been sort of anti-authoritarian and I really don’t like arbitrary rules and regulations that are essentially designed to get people in the habit of conforming,” Carlin said in a National Public Radio interview on Nov. 1, 2004.
Back to the point. One Carlin quote that jumped into my head right now is about how republicans (during the Regan era, but still holds true to today) want to keep the streets clean of street crimanals provided that street isn’t wall street. His idea on church: tax them, tax these mother fuckers, hell the land tax alone of the catholic church would wipe out the national debt. I like his take on the 10 commandments. He boiled them down to 2 and then added one himself.
“Thou shall not kill unless somebody believes in something that you don’t” and “Thou shall be honest and faithful” Moses could have put them in his pocket and read it off to the people and it wouldn’t have been so hypocritical to faith. But let’s add in one more commandment “Keep they religion to thyself”
I think this is the saddest I’ve been over the death of a celebrity. I know I really shouldn’t be. Death is death. It’s not the end of the story but the end of the chapter. But what a good goddamn chapter.
People he could do without: People with small teeth and large gums. Old guys named skip. Guys with a lot of pins on their hats. A pimp who drives a Toyota Corolla. A boy scout master who owns a dildo shop. A nun with a bull whip and a bottle of Gin.
He was also the first to say certain words in a certain order, here it is: “As soon as a chop my dick off, I’m gonna stick this red hot poker in my ass”. First one. No one else in the history of the world ever thought to put those words together in that order. He had a beautiful take on words.
I love words. I thank you for hearing my words. I want to tell you something about words that I think is important. They're my work, they're my play, they're my passion. Words are all we have, really. We have thoughts but thoughts are fluid. then we assign a word to a thought and we're stuck with that word for that thought, so be careful with words. I like to think that the same words that hurt can heal, it is a matter of how you pick them.
Fuck God, Worship the sun. As he put it, unlike the sun I can’t see gods.
I just noticed that he died at 5:55. News broke about it on the 23rd of June. Is this an Illuminati conspiracy?
zeven
June 19, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 1 Comment
I don’t want to be recorded. I have a hard time putting beliefs into anything. Religion doesn’t create beliefs. Beliefs create Religion. Does religion create politics or does politics create religion. didn’t religion and politics basically start off at the same time or as the same thing and it split and is now coming back together. I don’t really know what my point is. I don’t understand the need for a system to fill your void. Why is there belief in anything. I’m not a nihilist because nihilists believe in nothing, right? I simply don’t believe. I don’t believe in nothing or anything, currently. I’m like a river, constantly changing. Sometimes I agree with the 7 sins. Vanity and pride have seemed to ruin some good ideas, because of instead of focusing on the ideas we tend to focus on the medium of the ideas, the person who was first recorded as being the “father” of whatever. That’s why I respect Grigory Perelman, who declined the math nobel prize. O.k. sorry it wasn’t the nobel prize it was the equivalent of it, the 2006 Fields Medal at the International Congress of Mathematicians. He turned it down because he doesn’t want to involve himself in self promotion. How cool is that. The guy figured out this:
Poincaré Conjecture
If we stretch a rubber band around the surface of an apple, then we can shrink it down to a point by moving it slowly, without tearing it and without allowing it to leave the surface. On the other hand, if we imagine that the same rubber band has somehow been stretched in the appropriate direction around a doughnut, then there is no way of shrinking it to a point without breaking either the rubber band or the doughnut. We say the surface of the apple is “simply connected,” but that the surface of the doughnut is not. Poincaré, almost a hundred years ago, knew that a two dimensional sphere is essentially characterized by this property of simple connectivity, and asked the corresponding question for the three dimensional sphere (the set of points in four dimensional space at unit distance from the origin). This question turned out to be extraordinarily difficult, and mathematicians have been struggling with it ever since.
I’m not quite understanding how you can shrink a rubber band to a single point without breaking the apple or the band by moving it slowly. Pop, can you clear that up for me? I don’t know what great significance this has for the world but the point I want to make is the guy was able to crack this old riddle and they (whoever they are) wanted to award him with it and he declined it because it’s the idea that counts not the man that came up with the idea. It’s the reverse of what Mick Jagger said “It’s the singer, not the song” Nope, in my case “It’s the song, not the singer”.
but there I go, being hypocritical, I went ahead and talked about the guy and his idea but praised him for doing it instead of just praising the idea. shit. With pride and vanity we (the world) become a group of individuals, if we were to lose pride and vanity and envy and wrath and lust and sloth and gluttony we (the world) might become an individual group.
I’m a dreamer tommy, get on the fuckin’ van.
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June 4, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 3 Comments
Why can’t people check their e-mail or why can’t I like talking on the phone with people that don’t know what the fuck they are talking about. I could clear out a lot of my tickets on help desk if fuckin’ idiots just e-mailed me back. The ones that do e-mail; problem is solved, but most people are fuckin’ retarded and want their goddamn hand held as I try to tell them how many different ways they are wrong. They make no sense. This is my only outlet right now. And actually after I have typed this much and really accented my “fuckin’s” (you can’t tell but I really typed them hard) I feel a lot calmer. FUCK! One more for good measure.
well shit…
May 19, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 4 Comments
Man, larry sechrest is a real piece of shit. I mean it must really suck being this guy. I thought I had a bad temper but I believe his much worse. He has a real bad time with this whole “I think I’m better than everybody.” I would really like to know what he finds so special about himself. I would also like to know what he doesn’t like about himself that he keeps hidden from everybody in his life. Cause you know he doesn’t like himself. How could you if you were that fat and smelly and had that horrible sense of style. My God, the poor poor man.
He bitched in a help desk ticket this weekend. The battery back up I brought him was supposed to work. And it kept failing on him every time he went to print. And so he tried calling help desk but said he couldn’t get anyone on the line and that it just kept playing music, so he called the president of the university and complained to him about his problem. So the president called help desk and got right through. They then called my supervisor who then called me and I called larry (aka Bruce Willis) to see what the problem was. He was very short, unappreciative, that I would care to help during the weekend and told me my supervisors boss had taken care of the problem because he was already on camps at the time.
You know what, what the fuck. How can this bruce willis expect to get anymore help from people when this is the way he responds. If he is so smart, why the hell could he not figure out to unplug his computer from the battery back up and just go straight into the wall, that is if his work is so goddamn important it has to be done now Now NOW. Then do it now you prick, don’t expect anyone to stop what they’re doing to make sure some hopeless prick can do what he wants to do now. This fuck never got any attention in his whole life, because he was never anything worth giving attention too. The only way he could get people to pay attention to him was to go through as much schooling as possible, get all kinds of papers and credentials with his name on it get in front of a class room full of kids and try to show off how much he knows. Only a few care, and that’s only for a small while. Then he could finally get tenure and really start being a shit. He wants attention, any kind of attention. It’s probably the only thing that makes him feel alive because he has no feeling anywhere else inside of him. He must get feeling and emotions from others because of his sad dark little life.
Dr. Sechrest = Original emo kid
ps
coming soon, new spider pictures.
i thought of something
April 29, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 1 Comment
I thought of something finally. It seems like the symbol we call “the swastika” was, up until 1930’s, a good luck symbol. Nothing negative about it. There’s theories that it spread world wide originally because it is a natural weave pattern. Those tribes that started weaving were inevitable to stumble upon it. Carl Sagan even had a theory that it was from a comet, from his research with the Chinese Book of Silk.
He says that this book shows comet tail varieties and one of the last ones has a nucleus with bent arms. His theory is that a comet passed close enough to earth that the people could see the nucleus and because of the spinning it gave off what looked to be a svastca.
Maybe a Nazi secondary goal was that if they couldn’t win the war they were going to at least take a good luck symbol away from most of the world. None of us could wear a svastca out, even if we meant good luck and good prosperity with it. It is etched into everyones’ mind that this is a bad bad thing.
All that’s fit
April 25, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 3 Comments
Usually every morning I take a look at NPR.org. When I first started doing it I was excited with all the stuff to read. But now they hardly have anything new to say. This makes me realize that there is probably not enough happening in the world that is fit for news. All the faux news corporations are making up bullshit. It’s entertainment. And nothing sells like drama and horror. And that’s all they have. AP.
Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here’s Tom with the weather.
-Bill Hicks
Yesterday I had to mess with Vista and try to get it hooked up to a printer. Because it was thru a USB cord, Vista said it could do it itself. But then it told me it had an error and couldn’t do it. Sorry. What the fuck. With XP I could go find the folder with the driver in it that I needed a whole lot quicker than Vista could. This just pissed me off Royally. I wish Vista was an actually physical entity that I could choke.
I’ve been reading the “Illuminatus” trilogy. And it mentions a lot that the Illuminati have a rule of 5’s. That there is something special about 5. And 2 and 3 which make up 5. But the other day I realized that the swastika is two 5’s crossed over each other. I know they got it from Buddhists and even the Navajos usedthe swastika and it was their symbol for the sun but it just made me think.
Why did the Knotzies use the swastika? Anybody?