many blood sucking parasites (ie politics)
October 3, 2008 | Filed Under Uncategorized | Leave a Comment
I came up with an analogy for politics last night that seems to grasp my opinion of government. Have you ever read one of those books where you get to “choose” what the main character does at the end of the chapter. Does he go through door A or door B? You think you’re getting involved in the book and making choices, but when you look at it, it has been written and no matter what the ending has been written and you’re just along for the ride, you don’t get to steer. That’s kinda how I view voting. The decisions have been made, they just ask our opinion to pacify those of us who think we actually get our turn at steering. I refuse to indulge in the fantasy that is politics. There is no change coming by voting. So long as the pen and dollar is given so much credit.
loopty loop
September 4, 2008 | Filed Under quick thoughts | Leave a Comment
Man sometimes I walk around and I just feel everyone is insane. It seems crazy to me that there could be this many people on the Earth all holding, basically, the same opinions. I’m not quite sure what that opinion is, but everyone seems to be “acting” on the same level. I’m guessing that everyone doesn’t want to be who they are but act the way they are so they can get a long in society. I really wish I could make form my thoughts into words a whole lot better than I do. I bet a lot of people wish that, then they wouldn’t be labeled crazy anymore.
down
August 27, 2008 | Filed Under quick thoughts | 1 Comment
All these moods, feelings, and what not are not me. Just like the weather is not the Earth, but merely a mode(?) of Earth. I don’t really want to use mode there. not subject, object. Aspect maybe? It flows through me. It comes from somewhere else. It really is like energy moving through me. Like a wave through an ocean. Except I can’t feel it moving through me, I just feel it in me, I just know it will soon be gone.
Who knows where it comes from? I’m glad that it never stays. I wonder where it comes from for people who are depressed all the time. Is it really a chemical imbalance? I think there are other ways to cure these things other than drugs. It is energy and we know nothing of our life source. There is more to life than our bodies and minds. Curing the body or mind should not take away from other parts of our lives.
Doctors give these people drugs. I don’t think to really cure them, but it seems more to make these people less annoying to the others they have to be around. I’m guessing there are families out there who would prefer a member of their family doped up rather than depressed.
I’ll take neither Alex. I’ll take door C. Let’s actually help these people and not push them aside.
Crap,
I don’t know how. Sorry.
Swim fuckers Swim
o.k. sorry
August 13, 2008 | Filed Under quick thoughts | 1 Comment
I have had time to calm down now from my previous post. I read a post pop posted. It made me think that I am wrong to get that angry. It does me no good to get that angry because then I can not control anything. Well I guess I could control my fingers to write the post. I should not get so mad at my fellow human beings, I may need to rely on them one day. I shouldn’t be mad at that guy for almost hitting me with his car, I should be happy with myself for being able to foresee the possibility of being hit and to avoid it. I shouldn’t say that some souls do not have a right to occupy the physical realm as humans. I’m just frustrated along with the majority of the human race. We are all angry and looking to take it out on the other. We are all upset that we are in this world and sugjected to means we did not choose. We did not choose to have high oil prices, we did not choose to be addicted to anything that can help us escape the boring meaningless lives most of us lead. Actually we do choose it because we have trouble thinking of an alternative. First and formost, FUCK TV. There is nothing good on TV that we cannot supply ourselves in our towns. What do people watch on TV: shows, sports, news, movies. Could we not come together as a community, here in West Texas and supply entertainment for everyone. Do we not have enough technology to live without the rest of the Nation. We can grow our own food. We don’t need the Dallas Cowboys, La Lakers, NY Yakees. I know each town has enough decent atheletes for us to watch and enjoy. We don’t need to pay these Professional Athelets millions of dollars so they can be idiots. We can watch our neighbors play and create our own local organized sports. We have enough local music to entertain everybody and we have people willing to put on plays for us. We don’t need Brad Pitts and Angalinie Joline. And we sure as hell do not need these useless jobs we have.
This was really just a rant that I was feeling wrong about my previous post. I will get nothing in life with that much anger.
sorry.
science and religion
August 13, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, g'mornin' | Leave a Comment
I have a rant this morning. All dipshits and scumbags should be wiped off the face of the Earth. They shouldn’t even have the right to be human. Circumstances have worked out in their favor so they could be human. This is just a theory of course, I don’t plan to follow any of this through. But say reincarnation is true, that the hindu caste system is true. it’s my theory that all these people who can’t act human, were never meant to be human. It’s just that the human population is so big that a soul that was meant to be a dog got upgraded to human stature just due to the fact we have too many humans. SOOOOO,
Bring on the goddamn rapture. I’ll pay my part if it cleans up this Earth. We need to learn the Art of keeping this Earth properly populated. I mean don’t you hate it when you see someone who isn’t fit for a managerical position, hold that position. Same thing with today. All these Class-A yoyo’s out here occupying our space and breathing our air, do not deserve to be human, they should be dog’s. But once again due to the Bureaucracy of the Universe they get upgraded. It isn’t right.
Now I’ll admit there’s the possibility that I shouldn’t even be allowed to be human, writing a rant like this and all. But who gives a goddamn.
What’s worse than these souls getting to occupy the physical world in human form? What’s worse is that we give them goddamn driver licenses. We let them get into control of 1-2-3 ton vehicles. Hell, we vote them into Office. While we, those who are not idiots, must keep on our toes every day to stay clear of these morons.
This Armageddon that religion speaks of. I think it is science. I think that they (the ancients) knew something and they probably wrote it down very clearly what is to happen, but those who want to be in control (unjustifiable humans) have cleared it out of all texts. Not completely but enough to keep most people scared. The ancients who predicted the “end of the earth” probably never worded as “the end of the earth”. And it is no more of a prediction than us predicting a hurricane will hit north america in the summe. It’s probably along the same scale. Every so often cosmic years our solar system moves through a turbulent area of the galaxy. And it won’t be a moment too soon, because the Human Race needs to be tested to see if it is worthy enough of making the next evolutionary jump.
I have no clue where this is headed.
It started with my bike ride to work this morning. I was riding on the right side of the road. As a car passed me on the left I was meaning to take the immediate next left. I stuck out my arm to signal I was turning left and even got into the center of the road. But not that this friggin’ idiot noticed or cared. He was posed to turn left from the road I was turning on to and proceeded to turn even though I had properly signaled and was making my turn. I had to swerve back into my road to avoid getting hit and then he gives me the look, like I’m the asshole.
So, all of a sudden it dawned on me that he wasn’t an asshole, he just doesn’t deserve to be human. He should be a dog, or a pig, or a vegetable.
And so by almost getting hit this morning I realized reincarnation is true but that there are too many humans and not enough justified souls to fill them, so shit souls have to fill in the gap.
The Sinclair Jungle
July 21, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, quick thoughts | 2 Comments
I just finished “The Jungle” by Upton Sinclair. I learned in history class and was told by others that it was a book that revolutionized the meat packing industry of America. I bought the uncensored version. When I started reading it, I was wondering what 5 chapters did they cut out. By the end it was very clear what chapters they cut out. I just researched what chapters to reinforce my beliefs. http://www.seesharppress.com/jungle.html
I think this book scared the commercial publishers. Originally written, it was not a book about the horrors of the meat packing industry. It was about the horrors of the elite in America. It was a book on the Class War that only the rich know about. It was a book on Socialism. And it was good. But the socialist publishers could not publish it due to lack of money. And eventually he had to give in and edit his book and make the cuts and cancellations they (the editors at Macmillan) wanted. They turned it into a book about the meatpacking industry and how dirty it was.
It looks like it was war inside the system. And this was one battle the Capitalists could never fully win and they had to give the people somebody. And that somebody was the meat packers. If they gave us them, then we would be pacified for a little bit longer. Would it even be possible to rewrite and updated version of The Jungle. The Jungle of today. The area in our lives that is killed or be killed. Sink, swim, or use other people as your life raft. Can someone write an uplifting tale of a character finally seeing through the bullshit and how all of our daily routines just show how we are prisoners. But we are even lower than prisoners because we PAY for our cells. But there is one thing that all the books that do talk about government keeping us down and behind lock, key, and camera have in common. The main character never wins. The main character only learns of the battle but is always put down. Arrested, commits suicide, or gets a bullet in the head after being brain washed that 2+2=5.
I think I’ll end there.
2008 can’t stop
July 1, 2008 | Filed Under g'mornin' | 2 Comments
He has taken in his youth and now he keeps taking into is midlife. I’m sure there is someone in the world who is having the best year of their life. Their life is filled with a constant flow of new life. A lot of people who know this person are having good luck. It’s a shame to lose someone so young to something you just can’t control. my deepest sympathies. I don’t even know what that means. To be sympathetic.
sym·pa·thy 
–noun
| 1. | harmony of or agreement in feeling, as between persons or on the part of one person with respect to another. |
| 2. | the harmony of feeling naturally existing between persons of like tastes or opinion or of congenial dispositions. |
| 3. | the fact or power of sharing the feelings of another, esp. in sorrow or trouble; fellow feeling, compassion, or commiseration. |
| 4. | sympathies,
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| 5. | favorable or approving accord; favor or approval: He viewed the plan with sympathy and publicly backed it. |
| 6. | agreement, consonance, or accord. |
| 7. | Psychology. a relationship between persons in which the condition of one induces a parallel or reciprocal condition in another. |
| 8. | Physiology. the relation between parts or organs whereby a condition or disorder of one part induces some effect in another. |
–adjective
| 9. | expressing sympathy: a sympathy card; a sympathy vote. |
[Origin: 1560–70; < L sympathīa < Gk sympátheia, equiv. to sympathe-, s. of sympath
s sympathetic (sym- sym- + páth(os) suffering, sensation + -és adj. suffix) + -ia -y3]
[kuhm-pash-uhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
| 1. | a feeling of deep sympathy and sorrow for another who is stricken by misfortune, accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering. |
–verb (used with object)
| 2. | Archaic. to compassionate. |
[Origin: 1300–50; ME (< AF) < LL compassiōn- (s. of compassiō). See com-, passion]
| devastate | |
| verb | |
| 1. | cause extensive destruction or ruin utterly; “The enemy lay waste to the countryside after the invasion” [syn: lay waste to] |
| 2. | overwhelm or overpower; “He was devastated by his grief when his son died” |
scared shadows
June 24, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding | 1 Comment
I’m sitting here drinking the smoothie All Is On made for me and it reminded me of when people had seen it they kinda freaked out. They freaked because it’s just in a jar. It’s not in some nice little package with the approved stamp of the king on it. They see purple chunks in a jar and instantly think something is bad with it. It’ just plain silly.
2008
June 23, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, quick thoughts | Leave a Comment
Fuck 2008. That’s all I want to say. It has seemed like the year of death. A lot of people I know have had people close to them die. I’ve never had a year like this. I’m ready for 2008 to be done with.
George Carlin -a fallen hero
June 23, 2008 | Filed Under Gear-grinding, Uncategorized, dreams, quick thoughts, quotes | Leave a Comment
You want to talk about fallen hero’s, well I got one for you. George Carlin. I’m pretty sure he never killed anyone in his life. Might not have rescued any burning babies from buildings. But a hero to me is someone who speaks the goddamn Shit, Piss, Fuck, Cunt, Cocksucking, Motherfucking, and Tits truth. I’ve always thought the best comedians are the best because they’re telling us the truth that hurts. It’s the truth that’s too much in your face that most times it would get you down but they have a way of putting that all the hurt comes out in laughter. Now, I know that wasn’t what he spoke of all the time, alot of times he spoke of normal day stuff that made you laugh like things you never see (example: you never see a man take a shit while running at full speed). But he was anti-authoritarian, which is how I define myself. And it’s not a choice for me either. It’s the only way. I have not, can not, and will not ever be told what to do without first agreeing with it for myself. You can’t be a fuckin’ robot your whole life, you can’t be a fuckin’ slave and all of us are slaves. We are not free. If we were free, don’t go to work tomorrow. Leave work right now. Yeah right. Cause it’s not a bull whip that will get you anymore it’s something else.
`Anti-Authoritarian’
“I’ve always been sort of anti-authoritarian and I really don’t like arbitrary rules and regulations that are essentially designed to get people in the habit of conforming,” Carlin said in a National Public Radio interview on Nov. 1, 2004.
Back to the point. One Carlin quote that jumped into my head right now is about how republicans (during the Regan era, but still holds true to today) want to keep the streets clean of street crimanals provided that street isn’t wall street. His idea on church: tax them, tax these mother fuckers, hell the land tax alone of the catholic church would wipe out the national debt. I like his take on the 10 commandments. He boiled them down to 2 and then added one himself.
“Thou shall not kill unless somebody believes in something that you don’t” and “Thou shall be honest and faithful” Moses could have put them in his pocket and read it off to the people and it wouldn’t have been so hypocritical to faith. But let’s add in one more commandment “Keep they religion to thyself”
I think this is the saddest I’ve been over the death of a celebrity. I know I really shouldn’t be. Death is death. It’s not the end of the story but the end of the chapter. But what a good goddamn chapter.
People he could do without: People with small teeth and large gums. Old guys named skip. Guys with a lot of pins on their hats. A pimp who drives a Toyota Corolla. A boy scout master who owns a dildo shop. A nun with a bull whip and a bottle of Gin.
He was also the first to say certain words in a certain order, here it is: “As soon as a chop my dick off, I’m gonna stick this red hot poker in my ass”. First one. No one else in the history of the world ever thought to put those words together in that order. He had a beautiful take on words.
I love words. I thank you for hearing my words. I want to tell you something about words that I think is important. They're my work, they're my play, they're my passion. Words are all we have, really. We have thoughts but thoughts are fluid. then we assign a word to a thought and we're stuck with that word for that thought, so be careful with words. I like to think that the same words that hurt can heal, it is a matter of how you pick them.
Fuck God, Worship the sun. As he put it, unlike the sun I can’t see gods.
I just noticed that he died at 5:55. News broke about it on the 23rd of June. Is this an Illuminati conspiracy?